FROM DAD

From Dad,

The date is the same as above, I tried to off set the font maybe your mom will change it we’ll see. She is much more of a computer guru than I am. This last week was a tough one for me as your mom said. I am having issues with things from the past that I have to deal with. I have decided to change some things so I can focus more on myself and let go of the worries that are bothering me, because I have found I have no control over those things. I have always believed, Autumn, that if a person lives the way they should then those things will take care of themselves I could explain how it works, but I will save that for when you grow older and we need to have one of those sit down talks. I also want you to know that as your mom has already said, we are very excited for your arrival. I had a dream the other night about what you looked like and you were as beautiful as your mom, actually you looked just like her. Today is Sunday I have the worst headache today because of staying up late night last night and thinking of how I can do things differently so I won’t be so jealous of your mom. Your mom at this time is an office manager and brings in most of our income. Your mom, just so you know, has taken on so much in our marriage as you will find out as soon as you come. You have three other siblings they are great kids and I will make sure they treat you as their sister. Some significant things that are going on are that I will be graduating from a masters program soon, at the same time I am planning on applying for a Ph. D program. I have made the decision to give up a lot of things so I can focus on this goal and by the time you are born all this will have been taken care of. I just want you to know I want you to have a better life than I ever did and to have a home that you and every other baby deserves. Your mom is an excellent wife. I’m sure you two and I will have great times together, as your mom said above someday in the future we will all go to the temple and be sealed for time and all eternity a lot of this has to do with me. Don’t worry, by the time you figure this part of life out I’m sure I will have taken care of my part so we can do this. I am going to end here I have to try to go in the room and make up with your mom. Love Dad